Monday, January 26, 2009
i actually have so much
realisation of myself
within the 2 weeks
in tekong camp.
i learn that im a person
who dnt like mild emotions
i want to be angry
and be very angry
happy and very happy.
i dnt like to be in the middle.
and i secretly like myself
for the uncomplying side of me
no matter how hard ns tries to wash
away all my identity
i refuse uniformity.
refuse to fit in.
refuse to use vulgarities.
im not a slightest changed.
at all.
maybe it just added a little ruggedness
into my look.
wouldnt let
things move in more than that.
and i continue to stand firm in
all that makes up me.
.
they say in ns you will get
to know ppl from all walks of life
no more elitism.
but we have this enhanced batch
where the whole company is almost
either my hwachong mates or rjs
shorter serving period than others
and having academic discussion.
.
i needed you more badly than i thought.
the sorrow wouldnt let me off
not even a moment.
thankyou for being my strong support.
making me feel so loved.
so i could drag myself
and go on.
.
me: mummy said she is getting us a car
as wedding gift
<3: really?!
me: guess what, i asked for a 7-seater :D
<3: baby! we dnt need a 7-seater!
.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
9:12 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
i actually have so much
realisation of myself
within the 2 weeks
in tekong camp.
i learn that im a person
who dnt like mild emotions
i want to be angry
and be very angry
happy and very happy.
i dnt like to be in the middle.
and i secretly like myself
for the uncomplying side of me
no matter how hard ns tries to wash
away all my identity
i refuse uniformity.
refuse to fit in.
refuse to use vulgarities.
im not a slightest changed.
at all.
maybe it just added a little ruggedness
into my look.
wouldnt let
things move in more than that.
and i continue to stand firm in
all that makes up me.
.
they say in ns you will get
to know ppl from all walks of life
no more elitism.
but we have this enhanced batch
where the whole company is almost
either my hwachong mates or rjs
shorter serving period than others
and having academic discussion.
.
i needed you more badly than i thought.
the sorrow wouldnt let me off
not even a moment.
thankyou for being my strong support.
making me feel so loved.
so i could drag myself
and go on.
.
me: mummy said she is getting us a car
as wedding gift
<3: really?!
me: guess what, i asked for a 7-seater :D
<3: baby! we dnt need a 7-seater!
.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
9:12 PM
